As I sit here and write this reflection, I can’t help but be a little anxious since I am at work. It’s not because I shouldn’t be on the computer, but because I work as an Emergency Medical Technician; at any point I can get a call, which would mean I would lose my train of thought. The reason I say this is because while in Esopus, I didn’t have to worry about my job, or “real world” responsibilities. The ten months I spent in Esopus were incredible because it was a time of service that allowed me to focus on an area of my life that I neglected during college.
While I was away at school, my concentration was on maintaining a job and doing well in my classes. One of the areas that I neglected was my spiritual life. Rather than getting up and going to church on a
Sunday morning, I used that time to catch up on sleep. I always felt like I was missing something, but I was too concerned about being well-rested for upcoming tests. When I learned about the service opportunity in Esopus, I knew this was God’s way of allowing me to rebuild my relationship with Him while taking a break for myself.
Words alone cannot express my gratitude and appreciation for the experience in Esopus. I walked away with a better understanding of myself, a stronger relationship with God, and another family in the Marist Brothers. I think about Esopus often and all of the great experiences I shared with so many people during my time there. I wish I could spend more time with the Marist Brothers, but unfortunately those “real world” responsibilities can only be pushed aside for so long.
I hope that everyone who has the opportunity to spend time in
Esopus takes the Marist Brothers’ offer to be a volunteer. The experience will not only allow you to strengthen and explore your relationship with God but it will also benefit the Marist Brothers by allowing them to continue to offer youth retreats at an affordable cost. I look forward to returning to my New York home and will always cherish my time spent in Esopus with the Marist Brothers.
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